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Margie,
New Inn, Ballinasloe. March 3rd 2009
As Dr Anne Jeffers (Consultant Psychiatrist) is unwilling
to read my e-mails and letters, I genuinely believe that she
cannot possibly help me with the Complex-Post Traumatic
Stress Disorder Dr Michael McCavert (GP) described in his
“To Whom It May Concern” letter dated October 28th 2005.
In fact, the belief Dr Jeffers appears to have that she can
help me with the untreated set of C-PTSD
problems I have been unwillingly and unhappily struggling
with on my own (i.e. without any help from the
medical profession) for the past several years, while
at the same time refusing (for no stated reason) to read the
e-mails and letters I have sent to her, appears to me to
be totally absurd and completely ridiculous.
I genuinely believe that for me to place myself in the
presence of Dr Jeffers at this late stage -- under
circumstance whereby she is refusing to read my e-mails and
letters, and without stating why -- could very
easily result in an outburst of “explosive anger” (a very
common symptom of untreated C-PTSD please note) which would
involve physical violence; and, were that to happen, I
believe it is to be expected that I would end up receiving a
lengthy prison sentence, or, being committed to a mental
hospital perhaps (in an involuntary manner).
Allowing for the large set of very disturbing and damaging
consequences (for me) of I shouting at Enda Hoey
(Galway County Council Enforcement Officer) in 2002,
after he totally refused to look at the raw sewage
being discharged from New Inn Primary School into the river
just upstream from the pump-house for the local community
water supply, I have no intention whatsoever of exposing
myself to such risk again.
My e-mails and letters to Dr Jeffers were wholly
intended to reduce the risk of the "explosive anger" in me,
which is directly related to the untreated C-PTSD I am
suffering with, from turning to physical violence when I met
her.
I am also of course very conscience of the fact that just
as Enda Hoey is on the pay-role of the grossly corrupt
Government (Executive, Legislative, and Judicial) which we
have at present, so is Dr Jeffers. Evidence of the
Government corruption in question is described in the
letters and e-mails I have sent to Dr Jeffers: which she is
refusing to read.
Allowing for the above, I would be grateful if you could
please inform Declan Harney (Psychiatric Nurse) that I do
not wish to avail of the appointment
Dr Jeffers has offered
me for March 18th (2009), at 1:30 p.m. in the Loughrea Day
Hospital.
Now that I have set out my position in writing for you,
regarding Dr Jeffer’s offers of appointments for me, I hope
you will not need to ask me again to explain to you why I
feel unable to take up her offers. The way you keep on doing
this really infuriates me -- having due regard for the fact
that I have long ago lost track of the number of times I
have explained my reasons to both you and Gerald (as set out
above).
Allowing for the above, I believe you and Gerald should now
be asking Dr Jeffers why she is refusing to read the letters
and e-mails I have sent to her in recent months: and
demanding responsible and meaningful answers from her.
In the interests of trying to avoid the possibility of
misunderstandings arising regarding this whole business, I
am attaching a copy of this note for Declan Harney who I
understand you will be seeing tomorrow. Unless you inform me
otherwise, I will assume that he has accepted it, and that
he has taken it away with him for his own records.
Billy
Copies to: Declan Harney
and
Gerald (Finnerty)
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